Wow....

it is very odd how some things can bring back memories in your head. memories you wanted to keep hidden, so you wouldn't suffer or who knows why!? it's like Proust's cookie, madelaine, he somehow got back into the past only by eating a cookie. I had a strange feeling with the smell of lemons.just by accident i needed a lemon and then memories came back to me.....they were nice memories mostly and they made me think- it's strange how we feel attracted by some persons like flyes are attracted to light- you know it can only hurt you- but you still want to get back. maybe people are like bats- we feel a certain vibration from a person and go for that person blindly- it might not be a perfect match but the vibration is there- you feel it, you need to folow it. but then again, we are rational beings- we should have more reasons to act in one way or another( other than a simple energy or any kind of vibration).

one day is heaven, one day is hell!

in life everything is dual- there is a good part and a bad part ! our elders tell us that we wouldn't be able to appreciate good things unless we have tasted the bitter side of life. maybe!anyway, one day you are on top, enjoying yourself-the next you are crying and feeling miserable. it's not fair but it's real. and insomnias are of no help at all( just reviewing everything trying to see what went wrong). maybe i should just drink some hot milk and end all meditation.:D

favourite sisters

this month it is my younger sister's birthday! she turns 20! that's certainly an age that all of us would like to relive. and she looks her age. my precious sister is the most innocent creature, very pure and only with good thoughts in her heart and head. i am very proud of her, yes, indeed. she turned out quite ok- a mature young lady, willing to fight for her desires and goals. she is beautiful and creative, friendly and willing to help anyone who asks for help. my " little princess" during childhood has developed into a pink chewer:)) we lived great moments toghether and i would like to apologize for the time i left her alone outside and she broke her chin. she was crying so much- i felt like my heart would tear apart. but she was curageous and she got well.
i knew my pink chewer would become intelectual, as she was tearing apart all my notebooks while in primary school. he he! now she has her courses on a stick..........you get the point- i can't take my revenge:D happy birthday honey!!!

DNR..

DO NOT RESUSCITATE! Meaning do not bring to life smth that is on the verge to die and doesn't want to be alive anymore.This can also be applied to relationships. Yep, former relationships- DNR! How come? Let's see: second chances are never apreciated and he will for sure get on you'r nerves once again. So why bother? You might think that he is all grown up and more mature now- ha ha!!! nonsense- like in the case of wolves. You might think that communication is everyting-ye?-not when you are talking alone( or worse to the walls)." Maybe if i am patient enough, this time things will go better!"- another rubish. Nothing has improved- only your perception on him. I might write this from personal experience but don't let yourself fooled, it is only creativity! That's all folks!

the average man

we cannot all be spectacular, or at least out of common. originality is highly apreciated but not at everyone's hand.so, the average man is the man that you might find on the street, at work, in busses- almost everywhere. i encountered one of this kind of man this morning in the marvelous bus 40. ye, but what striked me at this man, was what he was talking about. it's not nice to listen to what others speak in the bus but i overheard ( anyway i had to do smth in the bus- easedopping seems fun in the morning ). this man sort of shocked me- only because i think his speach was one that many other average man like him have, especially on weekend days. so, this average man was going by bus and called his fiend( cause you see- average man all have cell phones to call their friends) .:
-"hey!what's up? do you happen to have that hair cutting machine by your place?
-hello dude. yes, i have it.
- oh, i am so glad. today you will nicely cut my hair. cause you see, Didi gave me 10 ron to have my hair cut. i have some money of my own, and i will buy a bottle of vodka. you will cut my hair and we will spend the mourning together.ok?
- super! come by my house.
-ok man, i'll be there in half an hour. bye bye!
- ok dude, bye!"
that's a sample of a conversation belonging to an average man. sad, i am telling you. with this sort of examples!!!:(

graduation paper

i need to emprove my writing skills in English so i will try to write more in English. these days i am more stressed with my graduation paper. it is my fourth year of university and i need to proove that i learned something. how else better if not by writing a paper on a vast subject and which should also be original. i am quite scared that i might blow my chance to graduate but......if everybody could do it, why shouldn't i succeed?
this having been said, i need to focus a lot on getting the time to write my paper and some more materials. the rest it's a piece of cake.:D my feminist approach gives me headaches sometimes but enlarges my viewpoints and i am sure i am going to be so satisfied when i'll finish it -that it deserves the effort. i'll kep my fingers crossed to get a good grade and to make me proud of myself.:)

o primavara frumoasa

Inca o primavara din viata mea!!!O sa ma bucur de ea- de ce?
Pt k mi se pare k primavara e anotimpul veseliei, cu multe flori colorate, cu multe zambate, iubire si glasuri cristaline de copii care se joaca profitand de iarba verde. Martisoarele sunt un simbol al dragostei pt semeni si al generozitatii. O astfel de sarbatoare imi aduce zambetul pe buze si ma face mai optimista. Soarele va incalzi si sufletul meu, ratacit deocamdata poate si imi va instaura starea de bucurie .Sa avem cu totii martisoare oferite cu drag si sa profitam de noua primavara si de toate semnele ei de bun augur. O primavara frumoasa!!!