holiday time

In Romania there is something about holidays- either religios or political ones.We can enjoy them only if we relate them to food. We seem to forget the essential , the real meaning of this holidays. And even if we are free from work it shouldn't be just another pretext to make a barbeque. What, were we starving and now is the only moment to eat?We associate every one of this holidays with some dish- it became an automatism. Instead of taking some time for ourselves and meditate, see what makes us happy and enjoy the special conotation of that holiday we are very material and go for food. Maybe we are a hungry people!:))

Camin food :)

Camin food rules, there is nothing that could be compared to it. One thing that it doesn't lack is imagination. That's for sure. It might not contain too much meat or many vitamins but it is quite tasty. In the two years spent in the dorm i have tasted the strangest meals- but they were prepaired with so much joy. Most of them meant only the opening of a can . I eat the most cans of food here- dozens of "patees", tuna, corn, meat. The whole joy was sharing them on chairs, bed tables or simply in bed.(that's not healthy but it was quite confortable).
Another delicatese of the dorm were the salads. But what salads- mostly oriental salads, almost every three days ( with the potatoes as a paste) lots of onions and olives. Some other salads don't have names cause we'he created them with everything that we had in the fridge- mushrooms, corn, paprika, poatatoes, cheese, carrots, eggs, olives etc. They tasted wonderfully cause the hunger was exquisite.
There have also been some aliments that predominated my meals. One of them were the "pufuletzi"- i eat quite a lot of them- simple, with cheese and even combined with chocolate...yummy. Seeds and popcorn were also abundent - having made marathons of movie nights( the more of these treats, the more movies we watched- cause i fall asleep if i don't eat during movies:D).Cereals were another choice- with milk or yogurt. Pasta were definitely predominant- made in the microwave oven- they were ready in 10 minutes and kept our stomachs full for hours.
I think that in two year's time i've cooked only once or twice some eggs and rice. I am not much of a cook but i will have all the time in the world to try my cooking talents(if any).
I will for sure miss the food from the dorm but hopefully some other type of food awaits me, maybe not so challenging for my stomach.

Wow....

it is very odd how some things can bring back memories in your head. memories you wanted to keep hidden, so you wouldn't suffer or who knows why!? it's like Proust's cookie, madelaine, he somehow got back into the past only by eating a cookie. I had a strange feeling with the smell of lemons.just by accident i needed a lemon and then memories came back to me.....they were nice memories mostly and they made me think- it's strange how we feel attracted by some persons like flyes are attracted to light- you know it can only hurt you- but you still want to get back. maybe people are like bats- we feel a certain vibration from a person and go for that person blindly- it might not be a perfect match but the vibration is there- you feel it, you need to folow it. but then again, we are rational beings- we should have more reasons to act in one way or another( other than a simple energy or any kind of vibration).

one day is heaven, one day is hell!

in life everything is dual- there is a good part and a bad part ! our elders tell us that we wouldn't be able to appreciate good things unless we have tasted the bitter side of life. maybe!anyway, one day you are on top, enjoying yourself-the next you are crying and feeling miserable. it's not fair but it's real. and insomnias are of no help at all( just reviewing everything trying to see what went wrong). maybe i should just drink some hot milk and end all meditation.:D

favourite sisters

this month it is my younger sister's birthday! she turns 20! that's certainly an age that all of us would like to relive. and she looks her age. my precious sister is the most innocent creature, very pure and only with good thoughts in her heart and head. i am very proud of her, yes, indeed. she turned out quite ok- a mature young lady, willing to fight for her desires and goals. she is beautiful and creative, friendly and willing to help anyone who asks for help. my " little princess" during childhood has developed into a pink chewer:)) we lived great moments toghether and i would like to apologize for the time i left her alone outside and she broke her chin. she was crying so much- i felt like my heart would tear apart. but she was curageous and she got well.
i knew my pink chewer would become intelectual, as she was tearing apart all my notebooks while in primary school. he he! now she has her courses on a stick..........you get the point- i can't take my revenge:D happy birthday honey!!!

DNR..

DO NOT RESUSCITATE! Meaning do not bring to life smth that is on the verge to die and doesn't want to be alive anymore.This can also be applied to relationships. Yep, former relationships- DNR! How come? Let's see: second chances are never apreciated and he will for sure get on you'r nerves once again. So why bother? You might think that he is all grown up and more mature now- ha ha!!! nonsense- like in the case of wolves. You might think that communication is everyting-ye?-not when you are talking alone( or worse to the walls)." Maybe if i am patient enough, this time things will go better!"- another rubish. Nothing has improved- only your perception on him. I might write this from personal experience but don't let yourself fooled, it is only creativity! That's all folks!